I keep telling myself that everything is over.
It's hopeless, useless for me to think about it.
I keep telling myself that it's wont happen.
Nothing is going to change the fact that is over.

But why is it that i just cant forget about it.
Why is it that day and night, i think i dream about it.

Why can't my heart just go in sync with my mind?
Why can't i just forget about it and stop thinking?
Why is it that i still want it to happen?

Honestly speaking,
I still am
- thinking about my wish now.
- thinking about her now.
But fuck it, I should be forgetting all these.
Cause there's no use anymore.


It's as if there was a circle.
She and I were once in it together.
But now, she has choosen to leave it.
I should be stepping out of that circle.
But why do i still stay in it, standing all day
WAITING FOR HER TO COME BACK IN?
Why do i still stay in there when i clearly
know that she never is going to come back?


ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!