when my time comes
forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest, don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you
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Mohd Riduwan Bin Mohd Aidil


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Age: 18
Birthday: 1991 (January 4th)
Gender: Male
Astrological Sign: Capricorn
Location: Yishun, Singapore


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Thursday, April 30, 2009|I'm never going to give up. | 11:39 PM

I may be feeling tired.
I may be feeling down.

But one thing is for sure,
I'm never going to give up.


It's been exhausting for me these few days but I myself chose this path. Therefore, I have to go on and fight all these emotions and achieve what i want to. As long as I do not drop my head and give up, I know that there's always a chance that I would do a good job. I promised the guys that i would not let them down and I have to make sure that I do not let them down.


I should go and rest now.
Charity Hat tomorrow.
Going to be yet another tiring day.



Monday, April 27, 2009|Club Crawl Pictures | 3:52 PM















Friday, April 24, 2009|tired but very niceeee. | 11:03 PM

1 day of preparation.
2 days of promotion and recruitment.

it's quite tiring.

but at the end of all this,
at least we reached our target.

and for now,
it goes on.
more work to be done.
more things to prepare for.


photos to be uploaded soon..



Thursday, April 16, 2009|excellent. | 6:12 PM

Oh my goodness.
My body is aching all over because of ytd's training.
Well because of the PT at least. I personally felt that
it was a good training for me. Especially during PT.
A lot of the things that I would have not be able to do
in the past, I did it last night. Maybe not that well
done but at least i didn't give up and manage to do
it relatively well together with the rest of the team.

The hurdles, push ups... I swear I'm proud of myself.
It is only going to get better from now on...


So, after training, went home to rest then out again
at 2am to watch soccer with the guys. Went to the
coffeeshop near my house.

I swear I was kept nervous right after the goal.
But the goal was magnificent though.
Pure class by the guy named Christiano Ronaldo.

NOW BRING ON ARSENAL.
THEY'RE GOING DOWN!!!



Monday, April 13, 2009|End. Soon. | 3:35 AM

Woke up late.
Wasted time.
That's the summary of the day so far...

Woke up about 1pm.
Just slacked around in my room after eating up till now...
Watched korean dramas and music videos.
oh man, their girls are hot I SWEAR...

Especially those in Big Bang's MVs.
Now I understand why their songs are sometimes
number 1 on the list although it may not be that
nice or catchy. LOL
Or maybe why some girl bands are so popular
while some of the others are not. (:


Wondergirls are HOT!!!!!
SNSD is HOT!!!!
Jewelry is HOT!!!
Lee Hyori is HOT!!
Chae Yeon is HOT!


Hyoyeon

Sooyoung

Taeyeon

Tiffany

Jessica

Seohyun


Sunny


Yoona

Yuri

hyoyeon + sooyoung + taeyeon + tiffany + jessica + seohyun + sunny + yoona + yuri = 소녀시대SNSD (So nyeo shi dae) a.k.a Girls Generation






Looking and my calendar, school starts in about 1 week time.
That also means Club Crawl is in about 1 week and still people
are not replying to emails and smses. I'm trying to get things
done as soon as possible but without the details I need, not much
can be done. In the end, it all reflects on my efficiency.
WHICH IN THIS CASE, IS NOT EFFICIENT.



Saturday, April 11, 2009|definitely. | 9:13 PM

I'm better than this!



Friday, April 10, 2009|Tired out. | 11:05 PM

Went for Soccer with the cafe cartel and yishun sec people.
It's been quite some time man. Like I finally have one day 
free and they're all free at the same time so when out for 
soccer with them.

Supposed to meet them at 8:30am today and i'm super
glad I wasn't late. Well actually i can never be late as I
was already ready way before time.

Didnt sleep at all the whole night.
Spend the time completing the:
-NYP Campus Road Run rules & regulation.
-NYP Campus Road Run registration.
-NYP ultimate club crawl registration form.

Thankfully, had janice to help me with the 
NYP ultimate frisbee registration form. 
So, after some editing, I'm done with it. Will
have to send it to the rest then see if can or not.

I feel so good after a 5 hours nap.
Like I seriously need it man...

Training again tomorrow.
(:





Wednesday, April 8, 2009|ohh man... | 12:41 AM

Was talking to LB about this on the train just now.

I feel that as people grow up, the time they have
for themself seems to be lesser and lesser.
Well i do not know if it is really the case or not.
But to me, I seriously feel so.

I do not know why, but these days, I seriously feel tired.
Physically and also mentally. When i have free time, all
I want to do is to lie down and listen to songs and just let
time pass by but most of the times, I can't.

And girls? oh man. Don't talk to me about girls man.
I barely have enough time for myself. Of course I do
not have time to get myself involved in BGRs and things
like that man.

However fortunately enough for me,
at least the things that are keeping me busy are the things
that i love and enjoy doing. It would be such a nightmare
if i have been busy with things that i hate or have no interest in.

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND SLACK ALL DAY LONG...



Saturday, April 4, 2009|Sick and tired of it. | 10:18 PM

Stop asking why!
Reflect on it yourself!

Are you doing the right things to deserve it?
Are you having the right thinking to deserve it?


People always overlook things. The best thing is that the things that they overlook actually concerns them. They keep asking why why why but fail to reflect on it themselves. I have always believed that self learning is the best form of learning. You always learn things best when you learn it yourself. The sense of satisfaction is also greater.

I'm always trying to help.
And i do not mind helping.
But when the time comes,
YOU HAVE TO HELP YOURSELVES.

because fyi, I'm not that great.



Thursday, April 2, 2009|IVP FINALS PICTURES | 7:14 PM






















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