After this week, it would be hardcore.

Today sure was tiring and waking up in the morning is something i had to do since i got into Poly. Some of my classes requires me to wake up in the morning, but i still hate it. (:

Exams in 3 weeks time now...

We won, got point cap.
19 - 6.

But so what?
i know i did not play my best today.
i know i could have done better.

and that fucking incident just
had to happen and spoil my mood.

F it ah.
Time to get over such things
and concentrate on the big
things to train for ahead...

Now that i'm thinking about it, i've just realised something very important. My days somehow or rather are numbered. As in the days till important events. They are coming so fast that i'm not even sure if i can be fully prepared when the day finally comes.

Exams in 4 weeks time.
14 training sessions till IVP.

Hais i'm going to have to be working my ass off now.
I would have to mug like hell and work my ass off
to fight for a place in the IVP team.

I'm just super nervous about everything right now.
However, I somehow know that i can pull it off.

My aims
My dreams
I'm going to achieve them!

Training was as usual, taxing.
Both physically and mentally.
But i guess i do learn new things
each time i attend training..

I'm fighting.
Fighting for a place in the team.
Fighting to improve on my basics.

What more can i ask for?
I already have good teammates.
Good coaches. Good facilities.
It's up to me if i want to improve.

Training again tomorrow.
Have to make full use of it
since there are like only 15
trainings before IVP.

Come on NYP!!!
WE WILL GET THERE!!!

My back feels kind of better although still not fully recovered yet. My knee does not feel that loose anymore. Time + rest would heal all these I know but i think i'm well enough to start playing again.

Started playing today and i felt quite ok except
for some pains after knocks to my knee.
I guess i had a good day at training and league
today although my performance was nothing
close to great but still, I learnt new things today.

Still have a lot to work on.
With determination and hardwork, I'll get there..

To all my teammates,
LET'S WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR AIMS!!!

I once told myself that it is here to stay.
But i guess now, it's time i force it to go.
Want it or not, I have to forget about it.
Just thinking about it makes me sad.

My wish, it's true now that i would never come true. Not now, not in futre. NEVER. I had a feeling that it was never going to come true. Now, it's proven. Why does all this bad feelings of mine never fail to come true.


ICAs, presentations and project datelines.
HAIS.. All these are taking their toll on me.
I'm thankful for these 2 days off that i got.
Nice time for me to rest and to think calmly.
And mostly importantly, recover from these
stupid and ever irritating injuries...

Looking forward to day the when I would be
fully fit and would be able to start playing again.

No choice but to keep myself occupied thinking
about ultimate frisbee to somehow run away
from the pain that i suffer in my heart.

School is BORING.
I'm almost dying in class now.
Sleepy. Hungry. Bored.
SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

So looking forward to Sunday.!!!

Firstly, yea i want to wish everyone a
happy new year. forget about last year.

Went to Ben's hse for a mini countdown ytd.
Well can say mini but to us, it was the fun
that even the luxury of the countdown
at Marina would not be able to give.
We party-ed all the way till this morning.

The opportunity for us to have fun and also
have a bond & understanding between us.

We ate.
We chat.
We watched TV.
We BBQ-ed.
We drank.
We played games.

For me, it was so much fun.


And Thanks guys!!!
Lihui.
Hazel.
Liying.
Ben.
Robin.
CS.
Xeun.
Hayden.
Janice.
Alvin.
Eliseus.
and all those who were there.
THANKS SO MUCH...