when my time comes
forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest, don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you
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XIAO LUN
Mohd Riduwan Bin Mohd Aidil


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Age: 18
Birthday: 1991 (January 4th)
Gender: Male
Astrological Sign: Capricorn
Location: Yishun, Singapore


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Thursday, February 26, 2009| | 7:43 PM





|bored bored bored | 6:31 PM

When you're bored, what do you do?

I don't have an answer to that question.
Like now, I'm so bored and I've got nothing to do so what should i do to not feel bored. I really do not know. Maybe i should turn on the TV and watch my favourite channel(Chinese Star Movies). Maybe i should switch on my PSP and start playing FIFA09 or Winning Eleven 2009. Maybe i should go read some novels online. This boredom is killing me. Somehow or rather, this is one bad thing about holidays.

One good thing is that I do not have to study.
and i can sleep all day long if i want to. LOL

But i think the best thing for me to do now is...
to go out, find a job and work part-time this holidays.
At least i can use it to spend some of my time and
also earn some decent money at the same time.
But come to think of it again, it's difficult to find a job
which only requires me to work like 3-4 days a week.
Other days i will be busy with Ultimate Frisbee.

Hais...



Monday, February 23, 2009|FINALLY | 10:40 PM

Finally finally finally,
IT'S OVER BAYBEH!!!

Now it's time! Time to
temporarily forget about studies.!

I'm going to watch wonder girls on youtube everyday.
I'm going to play ultimate frisbee everyday.
I'm going to play PSP everyday.
I'm going to watch TV everyday.

PARTY TIME MAN!!!



Sunday, February 22, 2009|Final round to the war. | 7:42 PM

Conquer Accounting for Assets
and I'm done fighting this war.
Overall outcome not known but
i know that i somehow have
done my best for it since I did
not give for any one module. (:

and i seriously need to go and find a job soon. -.-



Saturday, February 21, 2009|Earn it. | 10:05 PM

I guess i left my brains at home today.
How stupid could I be by making all
those stupid mistakes.

I want it, i have to work for it...
nothing is for sure.

If I do not work hard,
then i do not deserve it.



Friday, February 20, 2009|Not yet. | 10:36 PM

Just as i was about to give up,
I told myself N O NO.
I do not want that 'long service' award.
hahahs.

I think that last minute hardcore mugging
session sure did help me a lot and I was at
least able to comeplete my stats theory
paper with answers that are logical and
75% correct. UNLIKE MY MARKETING!

Now it all comes down to just 1 more.
AFTER THAT I'M DONE WITH EXAMS!
omgdness this feeling is somehow great.
not sure about how it would feel when the
results are released though. LOL



Thursday, February 19, 2009|come on come on | 10:40 PM

2 more to go and I'm done.
with exams i mean.

But tomorrow, hais...
It's so going to kill me lah.

I'm SO DEAD.



Monday, February 16, 2009|It is goodbye isn't it? | 11:52 PM

The National Stadium.

I was watching channel 5 after I came back home
from the exam today and there was a documentary
about the National Stadium and the memories that
people have with it. Well as you all know, it is going
to be demolished soon. Watching the documentary
actually sets me thinking about my own memories
too. Somehow or rather, it gives me this happy feeling
thinking about the past but at the same time, I also
feel sad as a place that i can relate too is going to be
gone for good soon.


The first ever time I went to the National Stadium was when i was still a small kid. It was NATIONAL DAY then. Celebrating National Day at a place which somehow symbolises the heart and soul of Singapore was great. To many, singing the national day songs and national anthem can be a cheesy affair, but when it's National Day and everyone of different races and religion are gathered there, you somehow just let the words come out of your mouth loudly. Cheesy you say? Well, NOONE THERE AT THAT MOMENT WOULD CARE!

And then came all the many other times when I was there to watch soccer. From the Singapore National Team's matches to SAFFC's singapore cup finals. Through these matches are where my passion for sports came from and not surprisingly, my dream too. Well, I admit i have a lot of dreams and one of them is to REPRESENT SINGAPORE IN A SPORT. I was so inspired watching those National soccer players giving their all on the pitch, running hard even when they are tired. It really inspires me a lot.

There was once, the tickets were sold out, so only my father and grandpa got tickets to the soccer match. The Singapore National team was playing against Malaysia then. I was forced to stay at home and watch it live on TV. Guess what? I saw my father and grandpa on TV. My mum was like, "EH! LOOK!" and there the both of them was, waving their singapore flags and shouting like some 'mad monkeys'. LOL

So, everytime i look at the photos taken at the National Stadium, I feel like i can really relate my life to that place. Even now, I work super hard in every sport that i play all because of the inspiritions and motivations that i get from those photos. I even had a dream one night. I dreamt that I was wearing a jersey with the Singapore flag on my chest. It was the Ultimate Frisbee Championships and the whole National Stadium was full with people wearing red and white. I guess this dream was just a sweet dream and would never come true. But well, there's no wrong dreaming about something especially when you feel happy when you wake up from it.


Hais..
all the moments,
all the memories...
Like human beings, buildings come and go too.
I guess, there's no choice but to bid farewell
when it's really time to part and go.

But Nothing, NOTHING stops us from working
hard to achieve something that we want.
Be it big or small, WE CAN do it if we want it.
So let's all work hard to achieve the things
that we are aiming for. ALL THE BEST!


Dedicated to 
-NYP Ultimate Frisbee Team
-Disc Knights
-Ultimate Frisbee National Youth Team.

When people driven with passion for a sport meet,
there are bound to be special moments and memories
that all of us may treasure. 

Doing something that we love together is always
the best form of happiness that you can get from
a sport, even if you win or not.

Win = a bonus.
But what matters is the journey that everyone
goes through. The time that everyone spent
working hard together. That's what matters most.



Saturday, February 14, 2009|Tired. | 11:52 PM



Just like any other Saturday and Sundays, I think I'm going to feel like tired as usual and who says that ULTIMATE FRISBEE is an easy sport. It's super demanding and i really mean it. Be it physically, mentally or financially. IT IS DEMANDING. trust me.


But at the same time, I'm facing something that
is demanding too and that is my studies. LOL.
I still haven't really started to study for my
Macro paper which is on MONDAY.

so, plan for tomorrow...
1)wake up early.
2)study
3)go league
4)come home early
5)study again.

2 more weeks to go before HOLIDAYS.
cool or what SIOL. LOL



Thursday, February 12, 2009|Exams exams exams. | 11:18 PM

Studying just now was quite fruitful.
Covered like quite a lot i believe.
And i swear i hate Business Stats.
BOTH THEORY AND METHOD.
They're tearing my brain apart!!!

The best thing is that for stats method, i still do not know how much I got for the previous test which is very important because the overall weightage is quite high. I screwed if i fail that one. I may even be staring in the possibility of getting expelled from school and up till now, i'm not that confident of getting an A for the final paper. Some can teach me pls?!

With skills and achievements,
comes a little arrogance.
BUT
Talent can only take you that far,
you still need that hardwork to go
further and achieve more.


Btw, I don't know why but more and more people are starting to like Wonder Girl's songs. Maybe it's because of me always listening, singing and Dancing to it. LOL but still no excuse to those who initially said that they SUCKS. Now, you know that their songs are nice and cool eh.

For more WONDER GIRLS,
pls kindly visit youtube and search for them.
Enjoy the videos after that. (:



Monday, February 9, 2009|Hyorish | 5:13 PM

I'm so glad the craze for her is still on.
omgdness i LOVE lee hyori man!

Was listening to songs when i was studying
when her song played. POWER to the max!





Sunday, February 8, 2009|Start your engine. | 11:38 PM

Studying marathon or should i say
MUGGING MARATHON would
officialy start TOMORROW.

I have to promise myself this. LOL

I have on extra module to prepare
for compared to last semester. Well,
who ask me to fail modules last sem.

aim for this semester:
PASS ALL MODULES.

Achieve this aim and I would be happy
already. So I think i really have to work
super duper super duper super duper
HARD.

Now, i guess i have to SLEEP hard too.
(:



Saturday, February 7, 2009|Tiring Day. | 10:34 PM

How i regret not sleeping early yesterday.
I could barely keep my eyes open while I
was on the train on the way to Clementi MRT.
and the indian auntie who sat beside me added
to the "pain". LOL she was singing some indian
song while listening to her MP3. I swear It was 
'SUPER NICE' to listen to. hahas

And i dunno why i did not have appetite to eat.
During the 'lunchbreak' I only ordered a large
Ice Lemon Tea and a double cheesburger...
Something must be wrong. -.-


League tomorrow...
Super duper tiring and stressful, these few days.
BUT FOR ULTIMATE, I'LL GO ON!



Thursday, February 5, 2009|The End is Near. | 10:46 PM

Last tutorial for this academic year has passed.
Last lecture would be tomorrow. After that,
I would be on my own preparing for the semestral
examinations which is the week after next.

So little time...
So much to do...

Well, no choice but to go ahead an accept this as a
challenge to my own capabilities. I'm aiming to pass
ALL modules this time round. I do not want to fail 
any or should I say, I can't faily any. 






Wednesday, February 4, 2009|Cause I believe. | 11:24 PM

Somethings are really worth doing and Some feelings are really worth indulging yourself in. I have been thinking about things over this period of my life and I've come to a conclusion that somethings, although they came to hurt me sometimes, I do not regret doing it.

Up till this very moment,
I do not regret it...


I'm having my excel test tomorrow.
A very important one i should say.
However, I think I'm well prepared for it, and that's why I still went for training today. Though of leaving early initially but I just went ahead till the end. I guess it doesn't really matter since I already feel that I'm prepared. I going to get an A for that test!

Time for me to rest now.
I think...



Monday, February 2, 2009|Books Books Books. | 5:47 PM

For the first time in my life, I'm feeling pressured because exams is like just round the corner. I swear this is the first time ever i'm feeling this way man. Maybe it's because I'm already repeating 2 modules now and I have yet to fully understand the 2 of them. 

I once saw discs flying over my head.
Now it's totally different.
I'm seeing books flying over my head.

I have to start studying soon
or I'M SO DEAD.



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