forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
Friday, January 30, 2009|Start of the studying season. | 7:36 PM
After this week, it would be hardcore.
HARDCORE STUDYING for me...
It's do or die for me.
But i guess, it's going to be DO.
School today was boring.
Went to school for only 2 hours
and i spent the rest of the time
slacking in school with Edwin and Eliseus.
I don't know why but i feel super tired.
All i want to do is SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.
But i guess, it's tv time first. (:
Monday, January 26, 2009|Nobody - Wonder Girls. | 11:12 PM
The first video is Wonder Girls dancing to their song.
I posted it up so that you can compare with the second video.
In the second video, Wonder Girls went on to demonstrate
on how to dance to the song and also tried to teach the guests
on the show.
Well it's in Korean, but i guess even if you do not understand
what they are talking about, just by looking at the actions,
you somehow or rather would understand and laugh at this
very hilarious video.
f.y.i, wonder girls is my favourite korean girl band. xD
Saturday, January 24, 2009|Tiring saturday. | 9:52 PM
Today sure was tiring and waking up in the morning is something i had to do since i got into Poly. Some of my classes requires me to wake up in the morning, but i still hate it. (:
Had DK NYP SIM HAT TOURNAMENT today.
So i was supposed to be at west coast park by 9am.
And west coast park to me is far away from my house.
Then had National Youth Team Trials after that.
Of course i had some time to go to Mcdonalds to
get myself a nice lunch before going back to action.
I swear i hate having to take the public transport after Ultimate. It's like you're smelly and sweaty and you have to take the public transport. Just feel like super uncomfortable but somehow or rather i have no choice unless the events are held like at the field beside my house. LOL
This makes me want to get my license FASTER!!!
Alright I'm slacking now, BUT
I feel super tired.
Should i sleep all the way till tomorrow
afternoon or something.? LOL
Thursday, January 22, 2009|Whatever it takes. | 7:00 PM
Exams in 3 weeks time now...
Ivp in about 2 months time...
Hais how am i going to cope with all this.
How? I have to go figured out fast.
But I know, whatever it takes,
I'm going to do this.!
Sunday, January 18, 2009|A fool again. | 10:29 PM
We won, got point cap. 19 - 6.
But so what? i know i did not play my best today. i know i could have done better.
and that fucking incident just had to happen and spoil my mood.
F it ah. Time to get over such things and concentrate on the big things to train for ahead...
Thursday, January 15, 2009|Counting down. | 9:59 PM
Now that i'm thinking about it, i've just realised something very important. My days somehow or rather are numbered. As in the days till important events. They are coming so fast that i'm not even sure if i can be fully prepared when the day finally comes.
Exams in 4 weeks time. 14 training sessions till IVP.
Hais i'm going to have to be working my ass off now. I would have to mug like hell and work my ass off to fight for a place in the IVP team.
I'm just super nervous about everything right now. However, I somehow know that i can pull it off.
My aims My dreams I'm going to achieve them!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009|15 more sessions. | 11:30 PM
Training was as usual, taxing. Both physically and mentally. But i guess i do learn new things each time i attend training..
I'm fighting. Fighting for a place in the team. Fighting to improve on my basics.
What more can i ask for? I already have good teammates. Good coaches. Good facilities. It's up to me if i want to improve.
Training again tomorrow. Have to make full use of it since there are like only 15 trainings before IVP.
Come on NYP!!! WE WILL GET THERE!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009|Beginning to be alright.. | 10:39 PM
My back feels kind of better although still not fully recovered yet. My knee does not feel that loose anymore. Time + rest would heal all these I know but i think i'm well enough to start playing again.
Started playing today and i felt quite ok except for some pains after knocks to my knee. I guess i had a good day at training and league today although my performance was nothing close to great but still, I learnt new things today.
Still have a lot to work on. With determination and hardwork, I'll get there..
To all my teammates, LET'S WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR AIMS!!!
Friday, January 9, 2009|This feeling. | 7:15 PM
I once told myself that it is here to stay. But i guess now, it's time i force it to go. Want it or not, I have to forget about it. Just thinking about it makes me sad.
My wish, it's true now that i would never come true. Not now, not in futre. NEVER. I had a feeling that it was never going to come true. Now, it's proven. Why does all this bad feelings of mine never fail to come true.
ICAs, presentations and project datelines. HAIS.. All these are taking their toll on me. I'm thankful for these 2 days off that i got. Nice time for me to rest and to think calmly. And mostly importantly, recover from these stupid and ever irritating injuries...
Looking forward to day the when I would be fully fit and would be able to start playing again.
No choice but to keep myself occupied thinking about ultimate frisbee to somehow run away from the pain that i suffer in my heart.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009|Boorrriiiinnnnnggggggg | 10:12 AM
School is BORING. I'm almost dying in class now. Sleepy. Hungry. Bored. SAVE ME PLEASE!!!
So looking forward to Sunday.!!!
Thursday, January 1, 2009|HappyNewYear | 9:12 PM
Firstly, yea i want to wish everyone a happy new year. forget about last year.
Went to Ben's hse for a mini countdown ytd. Well can say mini but to us, it was the fun that even the luxury of the countdown at Marina would not be able to give. We party-ed all the way till this morning.
The opportunity for us to have fun and also have a bond & understanding between us.
We ate. We chat. We watched TV. We BBQ-ed. We drank. We played games.
For me, it was so much fun.
And Thanks guys!!! Lihui. Hazel. Liying. Ben. Robin. CS. Xeun. Hayden. Janice. Alvin. Eliseus. and all those who were there. THANKS SO MUCH...