I once said, "it's coming back to haunt me isn't it?"
True enough, it's back.

Today, it was further proven to me.
I wasn't able to play like how i usually do.
Or should I say, I simply sucked.
Maybe this has affected my confidence
and I have changed into another different
player altogether.

I tell people what to do but I myself wasn't
able to do it. It feels all super sucky totally.

But the motivations given to me, the advice given to me,
words said by others. I CANNOT FAIL THE TEAM.

Ask not what the team can do for you,
but what you can do for the team.